I have been married for more than 20 years. Not that happily. We have a nice family and we have a lot in common value wise, but he’s not for me and never was. I had a long affair. I’m about to start another. I don’t want to live like this. Time to get divorced? Kids are older. I’m not looking to leave for the new guy. He’s married etc. I’m just looking to start fresh maybe...am
i crazy? Will I be alone forever?